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is this love? at least on my part?Category: (general)
Monday, 7 December 2009
10:12:49 PM (GMT)
i think it is, i'm just not sure. when i think about him, all the memories come back. i think i love him. he means everything to me. i gave him my everything. i trusted him, even when i shouldn't have. i believed him, because at the moment he seemed pretty convincing. i don't regret it. that's the last thing i'd ever regret. he means too much to me to regret it. ilovehim. at least i'm pretty sure i do. he means everything to me. talking to him can cheer me up&he's there for me for certain things, just not everything. he tells me he's thinking about me, but never tells me what so he keeps me wondering. he still tells me he loves me&has been for a while even though we are no longer together. in pictures of us&us only he looks happy&i'm deffinatly happy. but he's a heard one to please. i'm the only girl he smiles in pictures with. i'm the only way he'll smile in a picture. when we are around each other, our hearts beat really fast&i know my heart is only like that with him. i get nervous to see him&when i'm with him, i feel like nothing could go wrong. i hate arguing with him but sometimes i love making up. i wish i could tell this all to him, but i know for a fact, that next time i talk to him i'm going to. "got a picture of you. i carry in my heart. close my eyes to see you. when the world gets dark. got a memory of you i carry in my soul. i wrap it close around me when the nights get cold. if you ask me how i'm doing, i'd say just fine. but the truth is baby. if you could read my mind. not a day goes by. that i don't think of you. after all this time, your still me it's true. somehow you remain, locked so deep inside. baby. baby. oh baby. not a day goes bye. i still wait for the phone in the middle of the night. thinking you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right. and it still amazes me that i lay here in the dark wishing you where next to me with your head against my heart. if you asked me how i'm doing i'd say just fine. but the truth is baby if you could read my mind. not a day goes by, that i don't think o fyou. after all this time, your still with me it's true. somehow you remain, locked so deep inside. baby. baby. oh baby. not a day goes bye. then it's turned hours. and the hours turn to days. seems it's been forever that i felt this way. not a day goes bye. that i don't think of you. after all this time, your still with me it's true oooh somehow you remain locked so deep inside. baby. baby. oh baby. not a day goes bye. that i don't think of you." -- Not A Day Goes By By Lonestar<3 i'm not positive that's the right lyrics. i was listening to the song while typing the lyrics, but i'm pretty sure this is right. ^i got bored&was listening to this song.
Last edited: 21 December 2009

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‹tea-anna› says :   8 December 2009   919572  
Just remember that only you can judge for yourself whether you love
him or not, not others.
 

 
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