Monday, 8 June 2009
01:39:12 AM (GMT)
1) I'm tired of getting hurt but I can't stop falling for them.
2) I'm slowly falling back to the depression that ruled my life at one point.
3) I know the world would be better off without me.
4) I've started cutting again even thought I tried my hardest not to.
5) I wish I could disappear most of the time.
6) I want a girlfriend not a boyfriend right now.
7) I think I like girls more than boys but I’m afraid to tell my friends afraid
they would disown me.
8 ) I don't think anyone can ever understand me.
9) I wish I was never born.
10) I want to feel love but I'm scared to be happy.
11) I think everything good gets ripped away.
12) I'm actually really shy.
13) I make myself not trust people.
13) I'm jealous of someone.
14) I think if I killed myself people would only pretend to care.
15) I don't think anyone's really cares about me.
16) I often feel unwanted.
17) I'd rather be alone then with my friends or family
18 ) I think I'm unlovable.
19) I still have strong feelings for my first love even though he's the one who broke
20) I feel like my time it soon.
So what now? I know....After your done reading this your going to judge me. Its in
the human mind to judge but go ahead and do it. I put this up to get this out of my
head. Its been eating me away. This isn't it but I'm saving the rest for later. You
know, so you can judge me more. But just remember while your living you prefect life
and the worse thing to ever happen to you is a bad hair day or your boy/girl friend
broke up with you there is someone out there, a little boy, a little girl, who while
you get everything from your parents, their parents beat them. While you get a new
car for your 16th birthday, they don't even get a card. While you hear "I love you"
everyday, no one has ever said that to them. While you fall asleep at night in your
bed, they cry and wishing they were never born while being raped. While your out
having fun with your friends and making fun of that little boy or girl not knowing
what they go through, they go home and kill them self b-cuz they just weren't good
Last edited: 22 July 2009