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I sent an S.O.S. to the world...Category: (general)
Saturday, 24 January 2009
01:16:31 PM (GMT)
Hope that someone gets my message in a bottle.
Knees curled to my chest, arms wrapped around legs, hair wet with Herbal Essences, my numb mind began to wander. Despite the unfortunate turn of events and complete bitterness that has reached the surface, the scattered thoughts in my mind were full of life. Energetic and free, they turned the thin line of my lips by the ends into a smile. Brief warmth washed over me as my heart welled up with hope. Silenlty, I revisited the part of me that was once worry-free and careless. Not the reckless type of careless, but the innocent, naive careless. She hasn't an ounce of burden on her shoulders. Strength ran through her veins and belief suffocaited her lungs. She absored the fascinating atmosphere effortlessly. She looked toward the uncertain future greatfully, taking each stride with pride. She found it comfortable, every step steady. Everyday she grew more perplexed. She stumbled, she tripped, she fell. Yes she had picked herself up, unaware of what was to occur. The stable ground beneath began to quiver and shake, and for the very first time, she felt unsure. The ground and her whole world suddenly fell apart; uncertaintity now crippling her. The pain engulfed her body and the fear blinded her. All light had vanished. Mere months ago she saw each day a miracle, a gift. But it became empty and cruel with the passing moments. Measurements of time were unbearble. Deciding to unfold my body, apathy overwelms me again. This instance, I fight it. I fight it with all that I am, striving to see a glimpse of light. What happens is unexpected. Instead of the weak darkness, a blinding light appears. After realizing I couldn't see my hands in front of me, the colors started coming. They were faint on the light, stabbing with emotion. Beams jumping and overlapping one another. It was beautiful. My eyes flashed open. Today was a miracle.

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