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Wednesday, 13 February 2008
04:10:54 PM (GMT)
Okay so there is quite alot of things I want to talk about. Obviously, I
can't talk about them all.

A few weeks ago my good friend Tor ran away fom his home. He was living with his
boyfriend Adrian 'Ade'. Ade found out that Tor was on drugs, and Tor decided to run
away. Ade was cheating on Tor, and now he feels really bad about it.
I was told about 5 minutes ago that Tor is safe, and is staying with a friend. And
that Ade isn't eating properly. Now I don't know how much guys around 17 years of age
are supposed to weigh, but, I'm sure it's not 6 stone.

And I've found out that another one of my friends is taking weed.
Now 'apparently' it doesn't do anything to your health (as she said), apparently is
just relaxes you.
Then again, I wouldn't know if she's right or not.

I was talking to my friend Milly yesterday, on the way to the corner shop she was
there with her boyfriend Ryan. I don't know why she was there though. She was going
to town I think, because the bus stop is by my house, and she walked up with me. And
she had seen my bulletins on myspace (about 'To Write Love On Her Arms' which is
about self harm/depression) and she was saying about how I used to be 'addicted' to
self harm. She said it's a good thing I'm promoting considering I used to do it
myself, I think she was being sarcastic though, I never know when she's being serious
or joking.

And it's really bugging me now, yeah, I know I'm too paranoid etc...
I seriously hate it when people don't talk to me properly, or they ignore me.
It juast makes me upset I guess.
I can't understand why though.

Oh and I had a life-like dream last night.
It was so good but the ending was horrible.
Let's just say it involved me, Hollie, A Hero, Gohan (why?), Sam R.I.P + Depeche
it was confusing but, it's made me feel a litle bit better about things.

An angry song for my mood :]
Damn that sounds good.
Last edited: 13 February 2008

SithWedgie says:   13 February 2008   349629  
^ ^ Weed is expensive, and tends to really lower your memory.  :/ its
not really dangerous in itself, but its a gateway drug.  Meaning while
they're on weed they might try other things..
‹...Lauraa x3...› says :   14 February 2008   447475  

there real problems eh, kidda, i remember when i was your age and
having those kinda problems...lol


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