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Saturday, 2 February 2008
04:39:22 AM (GMT)
This song is really sad to me. I can relate to it in a way. My real dad hasn't really gotten a chance to take care of me. Everytime I see him, it isn't long enough. I get to see him in a few weeks. I'm happy too. My dad isn't really good at picking friends, they always end up being druggies or end up in jail. He can't keep jobs because he always ends up quitting. When holidays come around he always feels bad if he doesn't get me a present, but really being with him is good enough for me. The last time I saw him was Christmas and when I was leaving we were both crying. It's really sad. Yo I can't sing I feel like singing I wannna fuckin' sing Cuz i'm happy Yea' i'm happy He He I got my baby back Yo, check it out? Some days i sit, starin' out the window Watchin' this world pass me by Sometimes i think theres nothing to live for I almost break down and cry Sometimes i think i'm crazy I'm crazy, oh so crazy! Why am i here? am i just wastin' my time? But then i see my baby Suddenly i'm not crazy! It all makes sense when i look into her eyes (oh no) Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leaning on me Cus sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she comes back to me My baby girl keeps gettin' older I watch her grow up with pride People make jokes, cus they don't understand me They just dont see my real side I act like shit dont phase me, Inside it drives me crazy! My insecurities could eat me alive But then i see my baby Suddenly i'm not crazy! It all makes sense when i look into her eyes (oh no) Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leaning on me Cus sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she come back to me Yeh and if i could sing, i'd keep singing this song to my daughter If i could hit the notes, i'd blow something as long as my father To show her how i feel about her, how proud i am that i got her God, im a daddy, im so glad that her mom didn't want her Now you prob'ly get this picture from my public persona That i'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma, But i wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest Cus there's a lot of shit i keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul, And just know that i grow colder the older i grow This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold And this load is like the weight of the world And i think my neck is breaking should i just give up or try to live up to these expectations? now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself, But i got a wife who's determined to make my life livin' hell But i handle it well, given the circumstances i'm dealt So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else But the years that i've wasted is nothing to the tears that ive tasted So here's what im facin: 3 felonies, 6 years of probation I've went to jail for this woman, i've been to bat for this woman I've taken bats to peoples' backs bent over backwards for this woman But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more I got my baby, baby the only lady that i adore, hailey So sayonara try tomorra, nice to know ya our baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted Its like the greatest gift you can get The weight has been lifted Now it dont feel like the world's on my shoulders Everyones leaning on me Cos My baby knows that her daddy's a soldier Nothing can take her from me Woo! I told you, i can't sing. Oh well, i tried Hailie, remember when i said If you ever need anything, daddy will be right there? Well guess what, daddy's here. And i ain't goin nowhere baby I love you

Comments 
ThEuSeDkOrN whispers:   2 February 2008   579717  
omg...tht is sad
‹vannnyisBACK!(:› says:   2 February 2008   711985  
OHMYGawsh Dawling!,
I'M so sorry..
-HuGz-
Oroborus21 says:   2 February 2008   216846  
that makes me so sad..............
 
xxxTRUEBLUExxx cries :   3 February 2008   997771  
that is so sad!
but i can tell that you really care about your dad and that you guys
are probably really close, which is good. 
keep ur head up, darlin!!
 
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