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You hurt use allCategory: (general)
Thursday, 9 August 2007
07:39:30 PM (GMT)
Dad, no one has ever felt more pain then this. This hurts more then when I fell off
my skateboard and landed on those sharp rocks, it hurts more then when Charlettes
fiance left her at the chapel on their wedding day. This  hurts more then when Steven
abandened use. You hurt use more then all that. You left use. Like dropping use off
in the middle of the dessert and driving away with out use. You left during the
middle of the night didn't tell anyone except mom. And that brought use to hate for
both of you. Mom because she didn't tell use and you, you, for not saying goodbye,
abandoning use, and leaving a note guarenteeing you would never come back and we
would never see you ever again. That is what you did. Now we only love family that
didn't know and is hurting. Grandpa and Grandma knew so that also brought hate to
them. You have made so much in this family to hate. No one can trust anyone anymore.
You always said there was cure to pain. But this, this has no cure. Right now, right
this second, I have more hate for you then anyone is this world but still, still way
way deep down inside of me I love you and I will miss you. Someday, someday I'm going
to find you and i will tell you how much hate I have for you, but I am also going to
give you a hug and kiss and tell I love you. And I'm not going to loose you again. Of
course that is what people call a fantasy, a hope, or even a dream. And people say
dreams and fantasy's don't come true. But this is a dream that I am going to try
harder then I tried on 360 to make that dream cometrue. And if I don't I will never
know the meaning of life. I hate you dad but I love you.

punkrockergrl says:   9 August 2007   616982  
Sammy, we do have hate for many especially Uncle Philly. We do have
hate for all those people. we won't forgive them but we still love
them. We don't have to forgive them but we have to let them know that
we love them and we have to tell them that before they disapear too.
I_Love_Pirates says:   9 August 2007   665523  
Yeah I know, but he didn't have to just leave
‹♪Jaydee.Got.Cookies♪› says:   9 August 2007   874538  
I_Love_Pirates says:   10 August 2007   739218  
Don't. This isn't a joke and that just doesn't help.
love9000000 says:   11 August 2007   942844  
aww i`m soo terribly srrry!
I_Love_Pirates says :   11 August 2007   642521  
Well it isn't your faultbut thanks anyways


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