Friday, 3 August 2007
12:58:02 PM (GMT)
To all my friends in the nieghboorhood, i'm sorry. You guys think i pick
Logan over you, and i don't mean to. But i really love him, and i don't ever want to
lose him. Most of the time when i go home to talk to him, there's a reason. 90% of
the time he's upset and i want to be there for him. I can't always tell you guys the
things he tells me. I want him to trust me, and telling you guys would be stupid! But
i'm sorry if u feel like i pick him over you. I don't mean to.
Sarah---- you used to be so understanding, and wishing us the best, now all you do is
say "is that Logan calling again?" he doesn't call that much!
And you used to say "i hope you guys are always together!" now your saying "you
relationship is to serious" and because ONCE i said, "yeah, sometimes it does get
annoying when he calls over and over" you take that into something totally different.
And yeah, i did think about breaking up with him in seventh grade. but now i'm not. i
have made up my mind i am not going to break up with him, ever. now, all because i
said that once, you make it seem like i hate him and never want to talk to him, and
then when i was worried he was gonna break up with ME, you were worried to, but then
you said "well sydney would you really care that much if he did break up with you?"
and i said "i don't know" because i was nervous i guess. but now if you asked me
that, i would say "yes." because if he broke up with me i would absoutly die. And i'm
not kidding. He's amazing, and i love him more than anything on this eqarth. Do you
relize how happy he has made me? do you relize i have never been happier? do you
relize he's always the reason i'm smiling? i don't think you have. or you would be
more of a friend when i wanted it.
So yeah, i'm sorry, but sarah, i wish you would relize he's the best boyfriend i ever
had you need to quit being such a brat towards him.