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I feel weird!....(EMO MOMENT)Category: My COMPLICATED ISSUEs
Friday, 15 December 2006
05:59:49 PM (GMT)
i got kicked out of my house again yesterday. and if it werent for the open window
in my house i would of never got in! i never ever felt so alone before. and well
since my bf is going somewhere for the x-mas vacations i am going to stay all loner
in my "HOME SWEET HOME"!! LIfe doesnt make any sense to me.  . . . .  i just feel
like running away... i dont know i want to fucking get out of her once and for

I've got my things packed;
My favorite pillow;
Got my sleeping bag;
Climb out the window;
All the pictures and pain;
I left behind;
All the freedom and fame;
I've gotta find;
And I wonder;
How long it'll take them to notice that I'm gone;
And I wonder;
How far it'll take me;
To run away;
It don't make any sense to me;

I was just trying to be myself;
Have it your way I'll meet you in hell;
It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell I've got to run away;
It's hypocritical of you;
Do as you say not as you do;
I'll never be your perfect girl;
I've got to run away;

I'm too young to be;
Taken seriously;
But I'm too old to believe;
All this hypocrisy;
And I wonder;
How long it'll take them to see my bed is made;
And I wonder;
If I was a mistake;

I might have nowhere left to go
But I know that I cannot go home
These words are strapped inside my head
Tell me to run before I'm dead
Chase the rainbows in my mind
And I will try to stay alive
Maybe the world will know one day
Why won't you help me run away

I could sing for change
On a Paris street
Be a red light dancer
In New Orleans
I could start again
To the family
I could change my name
Come and go as I please
In the dead of night
You'll wonder where I've gone
Wasn't it you that made me run away

I was just trying to be myself
Have it your way I'll meet you in hell
All these secrets that I shouldn't tell I've got to run away
It's hypocritical of you
Do as you say not as you do
Never be your perfect girl
I've got to run away

hunny963123 says:   27 December 2006   571322  
did that really happen 2 u?
I_Hate_Geese says :   19 January 2007   244629  
Wow, that is really deep, getting kicked out of your own home! I ran
away once, but some guy kept on fallowing me so I ran in the woods and
hid. Then I came back home once the cost was clear and never ran away

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