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I feel weird!....(EMO MOMENT)Category: My COMPLICATED ISSUEs
Friday, 15 December 2006
10:59:49 PM (GMT)
i got kicked out of my house again yesterday. and if it werent for the open window
in my house i would of never got in! i never ever felt so alone before. and well
since my bf is going somewhere for the x-mas vacations i am going to stay all loner
in my "HOME SWEET HOME"!! LIfe doesnt make any sense to me.  . . . .  i just feel
like running away... i dont know i want to fucking get out of her once and for
all........ 

I've got my things packed;
My favorite pillow;
Got my sleeping bag;
Climb out the window;
All the pictures and pain;
I left behind;
All the freedom and fame;
I've gotta find;
And I wonder;
How long it'll take them to notice that I'm gone;
And I wonder;
How far it'll take me;
To run away;
It don't make any sense to me;

I was just trying to be myself;
Have it your way I'll meet you in hell;
It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell I've got to run away;
It's hypocritical of you;
Do as you say not as you do;
I'll never be your perfect girl;
I've got to run away;

I'm too young to be;
Taken seriously;
But I'm too old to believe;
All this hypocrisy;
And I wonder;
How long it'll take them to see my bed is made;
And I wonder;
If I was a mistake;

I might have nowhere left to go
But I know that I cannot go home
These words are strapped inside my head
Tell me to run before I'm dead
Chase the rainbows in my mind
And I will try to stay alive
Maybe the world will know one day
Why won't you help me run away

I could sing for change
On a Paris street
Be a red light dancer
In New Orleans
I could start again
To the family
I could change my name
Come and go as I please
In the dead of night
You'll wonder where I've gone
Wasn't it you that made me run away

I was just trying to be myself
Have it your way I'll meet you in hell
All these secrets that I shouldn't tell I've got to run away
It's hypocritical of you
Do as you say not as you do
Never be your perfect girl
I've got to run away

Comments 
hunny963123 says:   27 December 2006   571322  
did that really happen 2 u?
I_Hate_Geese says :   19 January 2007   244629  
Wow, that is really deep, getting kicked out of your own home! I ran
away once, but some guy kept on fallowing me so I ran in the woods and
hid. Then I came back home once the cost was clear and never ran away
again.
 
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