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Sunday, 2 December 2018
10:44:42 AM (GMT)
i find when i do these, other people jump on the bandwagon
and i like that
i want to know more abt u fellas

1. what is your biggest turn off in a person?
being unfunny, oh my god
i can't cope with people who don't make me laugh
that probably sounds cruel but i'd be so bored
and similarly, people who are too sensitive or easily offended
i have such black and dark humour that i'd be on eggshells constantly trying not to
upset them
no thx

2. what is your biggest turn on in a person?
being funny
make me laugh and i'll probs catch feelings
being really passionate about something artsy

3. are you like your zodiac sign suggests that you should be?
my zodiac is cancer, and generally they're always seen as very emotional
like, feeling very intense emotions and being empaths
i don't believe in zodiacs really but yes i'm incredibly intensely emotional and very
it's a curse lmao

4. at what age did you realise santa was not real?
i don't remember, really
i do remember suddenly thinking santa was real
because it was the early hours of christmas morning and i heard someone walking
i was 9 or 10
and it was just my stepmum wandering the house LMAO i was so disappointed

5. at what age did you have your first sexual experience?
i'm still a virgin
but in 2016 when i had a mental collapse i jerked off my best friend at the time
it was a weird experience and i regret it very much

6. at what age did you have your first kiss?
when i was 15
that was with my best friend at that time too
and i'd very gladly see her shot dead the fuckin bitch

7. at what age did you have your first crush? who was it?
when i was 7, on this kid called louis
he had dark hair and blue eyes and all the girls fancied him
he's a prick now and doesn't even live in this country now

8. what is the best compliment you have ever received?
i love it when people call me funny
i'm always proud of that
the best way i've been told is some roadman i roasted for 5 mins straight said:
"yo, she got jokes, bruv."
it was poetic

9. what is the best sex you’ve ever had?
i'm a sad virgin

10. what is the biggest lie you ever told?
i lie all the time
but probs lying abt going to college
doesn't sound like much but i missed 3 weeks of one class and my mum is always proud
of me for going to college
i suppose it's not a big lie but it makes me feel guilty lmao

11. do you hate anyone right now?
yeah, i'm pretty sure everyone hates someone

12. do you have any hidden piercings? if yes, where?
yeah, my smiley
you can't see it and it makes me sad bc it's so cute

13. do you have any tattoos? if yes what do they mean?
not yet! i'm probably gonna get a thanos-themed tattoo though.
i'm thinking of getting "what did it cost?" on my forearm
or some flowers because i love them but im so allergic to flower pollen

14. do you miss anyone right now?
my dad and little brother
but im seeing my dad tomorrow so it's gucci

15. do you smoke?
sometimes, not much though. i only really have cigarettes when i drink alcohol and i
like to have weed now and again

16. to your knowledge, have you ever been cheated on?

17. have you ever been in a physical fight?
yes, with my sister hundreds of times and twice with my dad

18. have you ever been in a relationship?
i'm in one now, but before then i've only been in one

19. have you ever been in love?
i'm very much in love now, and it's pretty damn great

20. have you ever been loved by someone you didn’t love back?
yeah, more than once too
i feel bad about it but i cant help my feelings

21. have you ever loved someone that didn’t love you back?
i've never really loved anyone before cina
and sometimes i'm worried she only says she loves me to be nice
but then she proves it in adorable ways
so, no.

22. have you ever been betrayed by someone you care about?
many, many, many times.

23. have you ever catfished anyone?
yeah! when i was 11 LMAO
i pretended to be hot scene girls on google because who didn't do that?

24. have you ever cried over a lover?
i cried over cina more than once
mostly out of happiness!

25. have you ever danced without leaving room for jesus?
me? dance? lol

26. have you ever dated someone you met online?
im dating her rn

27. have you ever given or received a hickey?
i gave myself a hickey on the arm when i was little and my mum told me off LMAO
but no, never

28. have you ever had a crush on a teacher?
i've found teachers to be peng but not "crushed" on them in that way
i've definitely loved teachers but that's always been because they're legends

29. have you ever kissed a non-family member on the lips?

30. have you ever kissed for more than two hours consecutively?
i've never done more than a peck on the lips
the idea of snogging someone i don't love is a bit grim imo

31. Have you ever kissed or been kissed on the breast?
yes LMAO

32. have you ever kissed someone below the belt?

33. have you ever lead a person on?
not on purpose, but kind of?
people have got the wrong idea before though

34. have you ever lied to get out of trouble?
always LMAO

35. have you ever liked a person your friend was dating?

36. have you ever masturbated to a picture or video?
??? obviously

37. have you ever played a game involving stripping?

38. have you ever used somebody for your personal gain?

39. have your ever been heart-broken?
many many times rip

40. how far have you gone to get something you desired?
i just lie really effectively, really

41. how many relationships have you had?
one, and i'm currently in one

42. what do you weight?
a lot
i flat out refuse to weigh myself because i know it'll make me spiral lmao

43. how tall are you?
i wish i was way taller

44. if applicable, when did you lose your virginity?
she's still there

45. if you could bring back a person from the dead who would you bring back?
my mum's cousin, louise
i know how happy it would make her and i've always been sad i never got to meet her
the way everyone talks about her, she was so loved and her death was a tragedy.

46. if you could choose one Disney prince to marry who would you choose?
the princes are kinda boring, but if i had to choose one, it would probs be flynn
from tangled

47. if you could choose one disney princess to be your best friend who would you
if by "best friend" you mean fuck buddy then it's aurora
always has been, always will be

48. if you could get married to any celebrity who would it be?
i'm not one of those people who feels like that about celebrities? i find it really
the first one who i thought of when i read the question though was james mcavoy

49. if you could, what would you change about your first kiss?
it wouldn't be with the person i hate the most in the world thats for sure lmao

50. if you had to live in the world of the last tv show you watched where would you
be living?
the australian wilderness. i last watched im a celeb LMAO

51. when was the last time you insulted someone?
i told my sister she was a selfish bitch at 10, before i went to my room lmao

52. when was the last time you were insulted?
she called me a fat annoying bitch in response so straight after LMAO

53. mention a movie that always makes you cry?
once i've cried over a movie once i very rarely cry over it again
although the last movie that did make me cry was infinity war

54. on a scale of 1-10, 10 being the highest, how horny are you?
rn i'm a 1
im just chilling i dont wanna wank

55. what is the scariest thing you have ever experienced?
serious drug overdose
that shit hurted

56. what colour of underwear are you wearing right now?
white knickers with black polka dots

57. what do you think about the most?
death tbh

58. what do you think is your sexiest feature?
my eyes or lips
i have nice eyes and lips

59. what is a disgusting habit you have?
picking scabs and biting my nails lmao

60. what is a relationship deal breaker for you?
being unfunny

61. what is a weird thing you love?
and hymns

62. what is the sexiest feature you love in the opposite gender?
for men i really love shoulders and hands
for women i really love legs and hips

63. mention something that is currently bothering you?

64. mention something that makes you happy?

65. mention something that makes you sad?

66. mention something you do when no one is watching?
i talk to myself
and dance lmao

67. what is something you like to do when you are sad?
wallow in it, usually

68. what is the best gift you ever received?
my mum paid for me to get my septum pierced when i was 15

69. what is the best gift you have ever given?
i'm awful

70. what is the biggest fear you have overcome?
the fear of leaving my house
it doesn't sound like much but during 2016 the fear of leaving my house made me feel
disgustingly nauseous and petrified
it still bothers me but it's not as debilitating as it used to be

71. what is the longest you have ever gone without a shower?
when i was really badly depressed i went 2 and a half weeks
it was gross but i didnt care lmao
i never felt so good after i finally had a shower
it was amazing

72. what is the major physical trait you look for in a partner?
i'm not really huge on appearances
but i really don't find overweight people attractive
it sounds shallow but idk if i could date someone overweight

73. what is the worst gift you have ever given?
i got my stepdad a can of coke for christmas as a joke
im still proud of that

74. what is the worst gift you have ever received?
i dunno
i'm really grateful for stuff i get tbh

75. what is your biggest fear?
failing my life goals
i live solely to outdo those who've hurt me and my biggest fear is not being able to
outdo them
like i'd kill myself if i didn't succeed bc that's all i want

76. what is your favourite holiday destination?
i like holidaying in the uk
so probably the uk LMAO

77. what is your relationship with your parents like?
it's great with my mum
it's weird with my dad. it's good but we also argue a hell of a lot.

78. have you ever had a pregnancy scare?

79. what is your worst sexual experience?
the only sexual experience i've had
or the incessant grooming i underwent for most of my developing years

80. what is your zodiac sign?

81. what was the last text you sent?
it was to my stepdad asking him for a lift home lmao

82. what was the last thing that made you cry?
i had a really bad mood swing bc i didnt have any drugs left and i got over it in 30

83. what was the last thing that made you laugh?
watching la la land with cina lmao

84. when is your birthday?
bastille day

85. when was the last time you cried?
a week ago

86. which celebrity would be your hall pass?
what does this mean

87. who is your celebrity crush?
i dont really have one

88. who is your favourite fictional couple?
don't really do romance either
the ninth doctor and rose

89. who was the first person you ever fell in love with?

90. who was the last person you texted?
my stepdad

91. would you ever change anything about yourself and if so what would it be?
i'd like to get rid of my pcos, or become a boy
and i'd like to be less fat and less mentally ill
i'd change everything except my personality

92. have you ever been caught masturbating?
no bc i'm not a fucking idiot

93. have you ever sent a sexually explicit text?
yes duh 

94. have you ever sent or received sexually explicit photographs?
not for several years now

95. have you ever engaged in sexually explicit activity over video chat?
not for several years

96. have you ever cheated on a significant other during a relationship?
and it haunts me every single day lmao

97. have you ever been walked in on during sex?

98. have you ever used marijuana?
since i was 16 yes

99. have you ever been arrested?
although my mum did try nd lock me in a cell

100. have you ever been convicted of a crime?

‹Pâtisserie› says:   3 December 2018   625792  
My favourite part:

"6. at what age did you have your first kiss?
when i was 15
that was with my best friend at that time too
and i'd very gladly see her shot dead the fuckin bitch"

Also, I will jump on the "Ffion is fucking funny" train because you're
honestly funny as hell. You're just so quick-witted. If I was even a
tenth as clever as you are, I'd be pretty frickin' content.
pussydestroyer says:   3 December 2018   128379  
aeisha, nobody makes me feel as smart or as funny as you do
you're definitely smarter than me and also very funny
i treasure u, u absolute gem 
‹Pâtisserie› says:   3 December 2018   839176  
Iloveblondguys says :   7 December 2018   637907  
Sup, Ffion, you know who this is lel.

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