Friday, 2 January 2015
09:35:07 AM (GMT)
I was reading through some of my old diaries on here, and oh my lord, I sounded so
distressed in the most recent ones. Well, I'll get to that soon.
So. For any of my old friends who still care, read on.
I'm a high school senior now omfg. 18, finally. Not sure what college I'll be at next
year but I'll be majoring in creative writing. 😊✏️📚 Yes, I still love to
write. i still love art, too. I've discovered i'm pretty damn good at painting with
watercolors and acrylics. 🎨 No more of this digital art stuff, lol. Not my thing.
I was never that good at it anyway. Also, I have a job! I work at a library. Minimum
wage stuff but hey, I get money. Goin' on two years now. i'm seriously gonna miss it
when I go to college. 😔
I'm sure y'all remember how love crazy I was. And Joe. Oh, that kid... That ended
very badly, I'll leave it at that for now. 💔 There was another guy, Gabe, for the
longest time, too, but he has a boyfriend now. Sigh. No matter, Im over him. Not 100%
over Joe, tho. You never forget your first love. I do have a crush at the moment,
though. Her name is Natalie. I've recently discovered that I like girls, too, or at
least THIS girl. Bisexual, bitches...who knew? 😉 (I didn't) 😂😂 Anyway, I
doubt very much anything will happen with her. i don't know much about her and tbh I
don't even know her sexual preference. For all I know she has a boyfriend. It's all
good tho, its just a little crush. I'm not in love with her lol. Also, it's a secret.
Only one of my friends knows, and I dont quite plan to let anyone else kow anytime
I have also recently-but-not-as-recently come to terms with the fact that I have
depression. Self diagnosed, but i know pretty much all there is to know about it, and
all the symptoms and feelings and all that crap, I have. I've seen it in other
people. It actually really sucks, not remembering sometimes what it feels like to be
happy. But with the holidays and stuff its easier to remember.
Well..those are the biggest things in my life I guess. I'll probably think of 12
zillion other things to update on after I post this. But if anyone wants to catch up
some more, just letter me. Dont message because who knows if I'll see it in the next
14 days? Letters last forever, so do that.
Alright. Peace out, loves. ✌️💕
Last edited: 2 January 2015