Tuesday, 14 October 2014
03:07:13 AM (GMT)
She's cold, calculating. She makes men tremble and wish for mercy with her threats,
but at the same time, it makes her more desirable for the ones who like a girl with
fire, a passion. She doesn't break easily, she prides herself on how high and how
thick she's built her walls, testing everyone she meets before deciding to let them
in. Of course, no one is ever given full access to her mind. The ones who think they
have her all figured out are mistaken. The select few are the ones who like to break
her. See her bend to their will until she is begging them, begging them for more, she
knows that being broken is the same as being loved. Some men think that they are
allowed to break her, but they're often mistaken. You see, she decides who's allowed
to be her puppet master, she chooses carefully, making sure that they meet her exact
criteria without fail.
Most don't see the agony she lives in. Being broken and re-broken has a toll and she
spends most days wishing to feel something. She doesn't want to be fixed, that would
ruin everything. She simply wants to pretend that she's happy and alive, even for a
The men she dates, she never plays them. To her, that would be immoral, wrong. She
tries to truly love them, and most times, it comes easily enough that there is no
The ones she will play are the ones who think they have to be her superhero. The ones
who think they know what's best by trying to stop her. They will go to any length to
ensure she stays safe and doesn't stray. Often, they are convinced she loves them.
But, she doesn't. She loves the ones who are breaking her, those are the ones who
truly keep her safe. But them? They are merely toys for her to play with until she
gets bored. But, there are few of them.
Overall, she is an enigma. Most of what you think about her is wrong and you'll never
truly get it right. You think she doesn't love the one she's dating? That she'll use
him because you know her past? You fool, you're wrong and you'll never be right. So
give up, she'll never tell you everything. Why kid yourself?