Thursday, 18 October 2012
10:26:48 AM (GMT)
Some where beyond this universe there's another me.
But he lives happy and I live sad.
He has Mimi and I have no one.
In a sense, I am angry that I couldn't live his life.
That I couldn't live the other Ben's life.
Knowing he has the one girl I love
Knowing he has my father and my brother
Knowing he is happy
Makes me the saddest person ever...
Though this other me makes me sad,
I can't stop feeling happy that this other me.
That this Benjamin Xeu Yang has my girl, father, brother, and life.
And as I wonder the universe, I begin to feel sadder
That maybe there are more than just another me but tons maybe billions more...
That they all have Mimi... but me...
And so beyond this universe, why is it that, I live in the sad universe...?