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This diary entry is written by ‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖›. ( View all entries )
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Can this be a love story?Category: Dear Diary, Fuck You. Sincerely, Lexii.
Friday, 13 April 2012
12:16:02 AM (GMT)
I want to stop time, walk to                , (where he lives). And I want to
be invisible. I want to be a ghost. I'll find       and I'll be near him but I
won't bother him. 
I'll watch him, I'll sleep on the floor, my food will be dew-covered spiderwebs I
find outside, I'll watch his life like a movie. I'll cry sometimes but I'll be
content with my existence. 
I'll get very skinny, I'll weigh the very least, I'll breathe carbon dioxide like a
plant so that I don't take up any oxygen that could be put to better use by a real
person.  I'll breathe in all the breaths       exhales.  I'll be only an
extension of his existence. 
I'll let my hair grow very long, like a curtain I can hide behind, even tho no one
can see me.  I'll stand by the window in the morning and kiss the glass, because the
cold will feel so good against my lips.  I'll invite the sun back for the day and
watch       go to school. 

Eventually I'll feel so lonely. I'll want to feel touched, I'll want to feel real. 
I'll be awake early in the morning, while he's still asleep I'll lay down beside him.
 Before long he'll wake up, and I'll feel afraid. He'll notice the impression from my
invisible weight on the bed and he'll reach out and touch me and I'll touch him back.

After that we'll kiss every night, and I won't need to eat spiderwebs anymore because
I'll eat his kisses. I'll lie with him and feel happy, and I'll cry and he'll wipe my
invisible tears away.  I'll never speak, but he'll know my name. We'll know each
other so well.

the_last_frigging_account says:   13 April 2012   465409  
I think it is a love story, just not a very healthy one XD
‹defineMANIAC› says:   13 April 2012   410094  
That's really good.  A little creepy, but brillintly written.  Minus
the spelling of 'tho'
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says:   13 April 2012   357591  
I agree. 

Thank you. (And that's just how I spell it. I'd change it if I was
going to publish this, or use it really anywhere other than Kupika.) 
‹DeadReckoning› says:   14 April 2012   371125  
I really enjoyed reading this. I loved the detail and how you
expressed your emotions in it. Well done
‹✖[[AntisocialButterfly]]✖› says :   15 April 2012   264970  


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