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Tuesday, 24 January 2012
04:57:59 AM (GMT)
is it healthy to question the love of the love of your life?...

sometimes i feel like you dont actually love me...i feel like you love
him

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i know you love me...right?
if you didnt would you tell me?
would you lie and say you do?

i would never lie about love...not to you at least...

i hessitate before saying "i love you" to someone that i love as a friend...

i think for a second and then conclude the love is different...

the love i have for you is the love you cant explain
the love that you cant really think about because you don know what to think
the love that makes me feel like i would take a bullet to protect you...
the love that i feel none stop when i think about you
the love i feel right now..
the love i caught when i feel for you...

that first day i met you i know you were different...
you were amazing to me then and youre even more amazing now

when i saw you...i swear to god i couldnt take my eyes off of you...



but the way he talked about you...you know who...
he completely disrespected you...
i lost so much respect for a friend in so little time...
but as my respect for him lowered 
my love for you sky rocketed...

i cant imagine not having you in my life...

i wish i could type your name in...

I am in love with [*****]

maybe some day...

i had some other stuff to say...but my head
it feels like its compressing in on its self...
imploding...


now im just waiting for the explode...


tick...

tick...



tick...
Last edited: 24 January 2012


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