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Sunday, 11 December 2011
09:22:39 AM (GMT)
*sigh. last night, december 10, i tried to kill myself. i almost cut. i didn't. i
should've. no one would've known, no one would've cared. The only one who probably
does care, i will probably never meet him in person. i just don't know what to do
with myself anymore. all i can think of now is cutting. My smile is fake. i mean,
yeah i look happy. i'm not. i haven't been for a long time. but as far as anyone
knows, i'm a happy bubbly girl. ohohoh, well theyre wrong. i don't deserve to be here
right now. i need help... "i'm fine" isn't working anymore. they can see through my
lies. i just... i don't know what to do anymore. i need to cut. i need to smoke. i
need to do something.

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