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Tuesday, 4 October 2011
07:14:43 PM (GMT)
oh, life.
So...I overthink things. Like way too much. That stops now.
Because I need to chill the fuck out.
Jake doesn't like me as anything other than a friend. I found this out against my
will. I wanted to get to know him better. but whatever.
For future reference, if anyone would like to ask questions for me, I'm a big
girl, I can handle things my self. But I still love you.
Maybe this is best. I really don't need a relationship at the moment. Considering not
only did I just get out of one, but I don't know any attractive people well enough to
date them. 
The guys I do know very, very well are usually unattractive, gay, or taken. by
gorgeous girls.
Part of me thinks I surround myself with guys like this because I know I won't
fall for them, as I have been known to do with my guy friends in the past. It does
NOT turn out well.
I wanna be single for a month or two. I mean, actually, maybe I just won't care. I
mean, If I like somebody alot, and they like me alot, and I've known them long
enough, why the hell not.
But technically I am not looking for any sort of relationship. 
If I'm going to overthink things, it shouldn't be because of a guy. 
The right guy, I've realized, will not cause me to overwork my brain. That sort of
thing doesn't happen magically though, I need to learn to not give as much of a fuck
as I do. GEEZUS.
Jake tacaks=Fake ass bitch.
He quit branden's band and called him crazy. but then at lunch, he was all nice to
And he asked me out within like a day. obviously meaning he didn't know me well
enough to ACTUALLY like me. 
Whatever. It is what it is.
More importantly, I need another hobby.
I'm writing a story. I think I shall post part of it on here. possibly. anyway, I
will take my leave now.
Fair winds, kupika.

‹Fairy.Wind.› says:   4 October 2011   770919  
I was learning bass last Summer but due to my small, tiny fingers,
they could not dominate the four, thick strings of the bass. 
I'm learning drums instead ^^
‹EvilSpaceSpaghetti› says:   4 October 2011   540277  
even though that's so cliche. 
‹Fairy.Wind.› says:   4 October 2011   386080  
Yeah, you can't really form a band if you have no experience in
musical instruments.
or have no musical ability like me 
‹EvilSpaceSpaghetti› says:   4 October 2011   586750  
well, I can sing, but whatever. 
I used to play the saxaphone.
aaand stuff  like that.
ANYWAY. I need new hobbies. I want to be a well rounded person. 
‹Fairy.Wind.› says:   4 October 2011   193951  
I can't do shit ^^

I just made that my status.
‹EvilSpaceSpaghetti› says:   4 October 2011   247960  
Oh whateverrrr
‹Fairy.Wind.› says:   4 October 2011   273013  
Name 3 things I am good at ^^ 
‹EvilSpaceSpaghetti› says:   4 October 2011   661694  
‹Fairy.Wind.› says :   4 October 2011   239946  
You can't come up with anything
cuz I have nothing to be good at. 

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