Sunday, 24 July 2011
05:43:09 AM (GMT)
There's darling, I guess, but there's burden too
Is that all there is to me and you?
Seriously though, I never expected a vocaloid song to describe so accurately a past
relationship. I mean, they got my frame of mind down pat with matryoshka, meltdown ,
and clock lock works. Meh, I guess it is slightly less impressive, because it's a
situation anybody can get into. But, envy, I do think you are the coward in this
situation. Grow a pair and stop stalking me and my friends.
Especially since I was such a burden on you, why can't you let me go?
You brought this on yourself.
And you don't even know, and I'm probabbly insane for blaming you. After all, i do
have PTSD, aka crazy bitch who expects people to mean what they say syndrome. It
really was such a shame.
I forgave you for your homophobic sister
I forgave you for dumping me after it all got a little too hard to be gay
I forgive you for sending me mixed signals
But envy? I will never, ever forgive you for the lie you spoke.
The one you probably don't remember
Remember when you promised I would never get raped?
Because you would never let it happen?
I remember, and more then anything else..... I blame you for the mess my life has