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i because it feels like insomnia, insomnia, it feels like insomnia.Category: (general)
Sunday, 10 July 2011
06:30:57 AM (GMT)
ahhhhh. i can't sleep tonight. and i have this really big chuck of useless cluttered
mess of words i need to get out of my head and i don't know how to start. i had an
idea of what i wanted to say this afternoon but i didn't know how to end it. i feel
like i'm such a mess and i can't even write this out on tumblr because i don't want
other people seeing it. but there's this one thing i've been doing and it's with this
girl. so she lives in medford and she has a tumblr. i'm following her and i see her
post all this depressing stuff about her lfie and she has insomnia and all this shit
going on with her family. last night she had insomnia and didn't go to bed until 6 in
the morning. when i found out i felt really bad and i wish i coulda been there for
her ya know. so this morning i started talking to her through tumblr, anon of course
 and i told her i wouldn't go to bed until she did, and i talked to her all
throughout the day until she took her meds and fell asleep around 1. i dunno, i felt
really good and i wanna keep doing it with her everyday this summer  on another
note, i texted my friend tonight and i was talking abouut how we were going to this
birthday party. i i'm supposed to go with my friend joe and i told her that it's
pretty dope that she's going too cause then we could be awkward turtles together. and
i was joking around how it's stupid how everyone has to wear black and the birthday
girl wears white. and she told me that it's just a team. i thought i'd make a joke
and said that the theme was like the KKK and i was gonna go in green and be a ninja
turtle. she replied with the rude cocky message saying i wasn't even invited and i
didn't have to go. i dunno, that got me really pissed. so she's not my friend
anymore. another thing, i feel unbelievably alone and i have really bad urges to
cuddle. i have insomnia tonight and i have no one to talk to at 2:30 in the morning.
sigh sigh sigh


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