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Sunday, 8 May 2011
02:37:46 AM (GMT)
Its called Not being okay With anything. I'm not okay With how Nathan acts around me Any more. Like I don't matter And I do think I know what's going on. I'm not sure how to feel about it though. I don't think I mind too much. I'm not okay With my teachers treating me Like shit I didn't do anything wrong. I'm not okay With how my friends Ignore me half the time Or just pretend I don't exist. I'm not okay With how I feel And how angry I get The way anger is constantly eating me. I'm not okay With being in therapy Or quitting anything. THIS is my sort of therapy Its helping, I promise. I'm not okay With how I can't be sober I must always be on something I'm not okay With how easy it is to Fake happy to the point where Even I believe it. So, I'm not okay.

‹I_AM_DEAD_NOW› says :   8 May 2011   568380  
I'm not okay seeing you so hurt :-(


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