Saturday, 5 February 2011
04:21:23 PM (GMT)
I've messed up, big time.
I spent the day out with friends and I was making sure to spend time with two guys
who've been in town with me and my friends before but who I've never really talked
to, so they would know I actually WANT to be their friend.
But one of them is the recent ex of my friend who now hates me (and has turned a girl
who's like my sister) against me. They think I was flirting with him because I was
getting piggybacks and licking his cheek. Which really isn't odd for me because I do
lick people's faces to embarrass them. My boyfriend was also their today and I shared
my first kiss with him today because I honestly love him more than anyone. But
apparently he was upset as well but I never knew! He was out last night and had a bit
of a hangover and was ill today so I didn't want to bother him too much but I did
make sure to hug him and ask him if he was alright, and of course I kissed him.
But no one told me my friend still liked her ex, no one told me that this had upset
her, and no one DEFINITELY told me that he likes me. I wouldn't have acted myself if
I knew this, I would have toned down the crazy so I didn't hurt anyone. But no, they
spoke about it behind my back and hated on me when I wasn't looking.
I know I do deserve a bit of this but honestly, my 'sister' turning against me and
hating me, telling me I had stabbed my friend in the back...when if I remember
correctly the girl had asked this boy out the day after I told her I liked him (when
I really don't feel that way about him now).
But apparently my boyfriends texted me something I don't want to read...Guess who ran
through a huge puddle today and dropped her phone in it which now won't turn on...