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Wednesday, 13 October 2010
11:03:50 PM (GMT)
sooo, pretty much, this here is for you, joshua. you spoiled child. alright. so, there's no suitable place for me to start here. just going to jump into it. okay, when i first met you, i had this feeling i was supposed to help you with something. i don't even know why. i was, what, twelve? thirteen? but still, you became important to me. and over time, became moooore important to me. i wasn't sure why you thought i was so amazing, and i still don't know. but, i thought you were pretty dang amazing yourself. we used to fight a lot. we'd have fun, but we most certainly did fight a lot. only because we're both extremely stubborn and set in our own ways, which, let's face it, are pretty opposite on certain things. so, that last time, i couldn't stand it anymore, and i bailed. i just bailed. i just left. the intention was to leave forever. but i ended up coming back, you know the story. then, things went downhill for me, you were right about aaron, as you were right about jeremiah. i don't know, you have a gift of some sort. but, still, i didn't go back to you. i was still mad. finally, one random day, i got the feeling that i had to talk to you again. to apologize, even though, honestly, i didn't think i did much wrong except leave you behind me. so then i did, expecting you would be mad and bitter because that's where we left off. but you accepted me, so, well. and it was the best thing i'd done for a long time, to go back to you, the one that was there all along even though i thought you were against me. you were there before, during, and after jeremiah, my first mistake. and even after my second, you let me come back. you don't understand how important you are to me. really, you're mine to protect, as if you're part of my family. every day, all the time, i think about you. i know you've been troubled, and that troubles me, and i just want you to be happy. i feel like i'm supposed to make you happy. i guess that's because i always feel like i'm supposed to save the whole damn world. but no, really, you'll never grasp how much i love you. i couldn't tell you what it is that makes me adore you so, i doubt i could put it into words. you're unexplainable, joshua, you're amazing.
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‹WeBelongTogether› says:   14 October 2010   921184  
that right there made my day meredith, thank you love...i really
appreciate it
you mean the world to me, always have always will. i just wish i could
express how much i love you and you will soon know why i think your
amazing.....which i will just use your words for now but you are
amazing because i said so and what i say goes....

you are the sunshine in my world
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   14 October 2010   797085  
@YouthFHumanR 
I slapped some words down, I'm not very proud of them, but I'm glad it
all made you happy.
That's my aim.
I love you, boy, I'm going to be here forever.

You are the sunshine in my world. 
 
‹WeBelongTogether› says:   14 October 2010   756606  
it was worded perfectly...
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   14 October 2010   315441  
@YouthFHumanR 
Well thank you, you sir, make my day.
Or night.
Or whatever.
c: 
 
‹WeBelongTogether› says:   14 October 2010   533461  
as long as its one of those then i am happy :D
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   14 October 2010   619055  
@YouthFHumanR 
WELL THEN, BE FLIPPING HAPPY LIKE I AM.
:D 
 
‹WeBelongTogether› says:   14 October 2010   585697  
I  AM! when i talk to you im happy <3
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   14 October 2010   260667  
@YouthFHumanR 
OH FABULOUS.
When I talk to you, I'm happy too.
That wasn't supposed to be a corny rhyme.
:D 
 
‹WeBelongTogether› says:   14 October 2010   801175  
thats okay love...i forgive it....
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   14 October 2010   625607  
@YouthFHumanR 
Mahahaaa, good.
I love how we're having a conversation right here and now.
:D 
 
‹WeBelongTogether› says:   14 October 2010   529323  
well DUH we gotta have one anytime we talk....otherwise were just
plain and boring
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   14 October 2010   652153  
@YouthFHumanR 
Oh, pshhh.
Yeah.
We're pretty darn cool, you and I.
c: 
 
‹WeBelongTogether› says:   14 October 2010   572715  
welll you are...im not
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   14 October 2010   130334  
@YouthFHumanR 
-death glare-
You're so cool, you make ice cubes shiver. 
 
‹WeBelongTogether› says:   14 October 2010   180357  
that was corny but i loved it
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   14 October 2010   147564  
@YouthFHumanR 
Aha, yes.
But what do you do.
c: 
 
‹WeBelongTogether› says:   14 October 2010   564981  
im not sure....well i love you girl
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   14 October 2010   643334  
@YouthFHumanR 
Well I sure looove you too.
It's weird.
Why is it that I can still love you and feel closer to you than
before, even after everything we've been through? 
 
‹WeBelongTogether› says:   14 October 2010   990621  
uhm im not quite sure...but i like it....
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   14 October 2010   494161  
@YouthFHumanR 
(x
Yeah it's pretty awesome.
Normally these days, I wouldn't give anyone anymore chances. 
 
‹WeBelongTogether› says:   14 October 2010   362147  
so im special?!
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   14 October 2010   819465  
@YouthFHumanR 
Thanks for stopping by Captain Obvious.
c:
HECK YES, YOU'RE SPECIAL, BRO. 
 
‹WeBelongTogether› says :   14 October 2010   656095  
lol i love you babe....

your more special than i am 
 

 
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