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a New BeginningCategory: New life
Sunday, 18 April 2010
12:52:58 AM (GMT)
its been a whole year since the last i have written in my diary now im back seen
alot been through even more lifes too much to handle sometimes but you have those
moments where everything is how they are suppose to be. Lost the person who i thought
was the love of my life but turns out he was just like everyone else,met someone
completely different from Bryant his name is Johnnie we was together for a while then
we broke up because of all the drama going around rumors and what not but i still
love him and he still loves me through it all we both know that we belong together no
matter what people have to say about us! I moved from San Marcos to Austin its
alright but it isnt what i expected i go through so much more than i did in San
Marcos i thought it would give me a second chance to make things right i was wrong
and right somethings just stick with you through out your whole life and never go
away other things change within a blink an eye new people new life style new
surroundings. Lost my Brother[10.1.09] Bobby meant and still means the world to me no
matter if i can see him or not he will always be watching over me i know that he is a
better place with the people he loves but he left people that would give their all
for him,im not mad at him for leaving im upset because i didnt get to say goodbye it
seems like that always happens to me no matter who it is....I stopped talking to my 3
best friends[raven, jimia, and katherine] got me a better best friend i call her my
twin[Sarah] it feels like we been through the same things but we are total strangers
to one another no matter how much we find out about each other one thing we know for
sure is that we have the same birthday[9.8.92&93] funny how i never thought i would
have a best friend that felt the same ways i did in every situation i went through
she might be white but shes black to me lol[INSIDER] i love her with all my heart! i
meet my other sister for the first time ever[Shuntre,16] it was amazing because she
didnt look like me or my other sister and brother a complete stranger yet we shared
the same father crazy what DNA can do huh???.........Got closer to my Mommy i love
her even though at times she can be the most nasty hurtful person in the world she is
my mother and she gave birth to me when she didnt have to and im grateful for
that!!.....I'm closer to God now before i just went to church just cause i had to but
now its like he got through to me now hes always here for me loving me and holding my
hands every step of the way he is my savor and he died for me on the cross when he
didnt have to but he did and im so grateful for that!

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