Wednesday, 10 March 2010
02:37:35 AM (GMT)
I always thought I had a lot of friends. Not just people I know, actual friends who
care. As of now though, it feels like every friend I had has just drifted away
without so much as a glance in my direction. It's like everyone is moving up and I'm
just stuck here on the ground. For the first time in my life I feel as if I have no
real friends. I don't understand what happened. I try to make new friends but it
seems like the world is just not interested. I dunno. I guess I'm just sad from all
I never know what to do with myself on days I don't have class. The rest of the world
is making plans to go out and I'm always the girl who's left at home. I don't even go
out for fun unless I'm going with my family. For someone my age that's just pathetic.
When I was younger I was never home on the weekends or after school. I was always
with my friends doing something. Some sort of switch must have gone off and screwed
up everything. Ugh, the only friend who would actually enjoy spending time with me
isn't even in the state.
Do you ever just feel completely alone? I do.