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Tuesday, 5 January 2010
12:54:34 PM (GMT)

I'm not talking to him now.
As he isn't online, anyway.
And I said he's not talking to me.
So how can I be talking to him?
I can't, can I?
It's impossible.
It's not as if I'm having a telepathic conversation with him.
Though that would be handy.
But no.
I'm not.
I'm talking to you instead.
Oh, yes, Captain Obvious saves the day again.
But listen.
Why are you going like this?
What sparked it off again?
The fact that I couldn't think of one thing to talk about yesterday.
And you had to relate that to ^^^^^^^, didn't you?
Or "him" as you so call him.
Every time I fail to uphold your standards, you always bounce it back to him.
I'm not making you talk, compete or play with him, *******!
You know that.
But is it that you can't accept that or something?
Correct me if I'm wrong, but that's what it seems like.
Now, you know as well as I do that I want you both as friends.
If you don't, it's not my problem.
If you choose not to believe me - also not my problem.
But hear me out.
I may have flaws, *******, 
But none if any are to do with ^^^^^^^^ at all.
So if we argue, stop making him the trget or source.
All of this?
It has nothing to do with him.
Live with it.

I'm defending him, because I care for him as a friend yeah?
Because I'm so cool like that.
But that's not the question.
Why do you target him?
It makes no sense.
Because I friend him.
But I friend you as well.
Both as friends.
I mean, why him?
I talk to others.
Why not them?
What do you have against him personally?
A little bit of both?
I'm defending him, yeah, I am, I know.
But when I talk to him about you.
And he goes in a huff.
I defend you.
You know how this feels?
Fighting on both sides for and against both of you?
I'm stuck in the middle.
You know what?
It hurts.
And I know what you're going to say.
I can hear it coming.
But if you're going to say it.
At least change to wording.
I've herd it all too many times before.

More like that.
But YOU dear sir.
You haven't answered my question.
Why him?
Why not anyone else?
If you dislike the fact I talk to him.
Why not target someone else I talk to?

Question denied?
No answer?
I should never have expected any more from you.
Last edited: 5 January 2010

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