Wednesday, 2 December 2009
04:53:34 PM (GMT)
I used to think I was incincible-
Like I could do anything without concequences.
And one day this girl who was with a TON of her friends
thought she'd be cool and jump me for something
I didn't even remember saying the year before.
I had never been in a fight before- And go my ass kicked.
Cuz I'm a pacifist and Dont fight.
and a bit before that I had Overdosed because of some badd laced Weed.
So I swore off drugs after that- Although I relapsed after that- and got Green sick.
So yeah. Never again. my body I feel is still "messed up" From "partying"
So I dont like to drink- or get high anymore because I dont like the feeling-
Cuz I'm scared somethign's gonna happen.
And I've been a "good girl" since Second semester last year.
because I dont want to go back to the life I had before.
Cuz. I live in The Ghheettooo. and I'm distancing myself as much as i can from it.
I still smoke cigarettes, But that just cuz its SO hard to quit when everyone you
know smokes. : S
but- I'm working towards getting my lief back on track, Since first semester last
It's gonna get better. It can't get much worse.