Tuesday, 24 November 2009
01:23:49 AM (GMT)
Which is funny because I always tell everyone that we're all fucked up and it's
But too bad.
Most people, when they're all depressed and shit, would say they jsut want to die.
I never actually want to die if something is bothering me.
I have to fix it first.
And I never fix things.
But if I'm having a good day and everything is right, I'd die.
Because I don't want to die until I'm happy with life.
Is that a fucked up way of thinking?
I've always been like that.
"FML. FMLFMLFML I HATE LIFE." = I want to continue living right now.
":D TODAY WAS SO GREAT ♥" = I'd die and be okay with it right now.
Right now is one of those listen-to-SOS-and-AllSheWanted-on-repeat times. idk.
A lot of times when something kinda bad but not bad enough to ruin my day happens I
just forget about it, but if something is really bothering me, everything that
happened before that catches up to me and I get into this "omg life sucks" mode for
probably the rest of the day.
That just happened.
So yeah, I'm gonna go to bed, listen to AMP and draw something.
Text me if you have my number?