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Sunday, 22 November 2009
05:50:39 PM (GMT)

How the fuck am I going to have a legitimate future?
I just realized that I have none.
And I kind of just realized that marriage is my only option! fml. I don't want kids.
Eh. You can't do badass things when you have kids.
I can't see myself being anything but an artist, and there's no way I can actually
live off that. I will never be able to keep a real job. I can tell. I told my dad I
was gonna just live paycheck to paycheck in a shitty apartment, which I will probably
do anyway. I thought it was hilarious that he didn't really care.
"You'll have enough time to live like that in college. Get a real job. And also, get
a scholarship 'cause I don't feel like paying for college and you have no money."
BUT REALLY, I just realized last week that if I got married I'd have some hope of a
decent life. I had never considered that until last week. It was such an odd moment
of enlightenment. I'd have a house, it would just be boring. Once you have a family
and shit you can't be badass and travel everywhere and skydive.
But then fhdjfhdalfhdasklfa.

I'll deal with it when I get there.

‹✖ мocкιηg вιя∂; ✖› says:   22 November 2009   106205  
"You can't do badass things when you have kids."

When I type in badass on MSN, the clapping green llama shows up.
Manderlinaa says:   22 November 2009   857490  
hahaaa this is why i don't think about the futuree XD it's like , " what am i good at ? " :DDD ... D: :3
saralyn247 says:   22 November 2009   347668  

I'm more like, "How is the only thing I'm even kind of good at going
to keep me off the streets?"
Manderlinaa says:   22 November 2009   271922  
XD that's the way to think ! good luck with that :3
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   22 November 2009   456166  
just because you're married doesn't mean you can't have an
adventurous life! My grandparents, have traveled all over the world,
they go camping, scuba diving, and tons more of adventures!
saralyn247 says:   22 November 2009   738528  
OH YES.  Thaaanks 
Very true, a lot of people in my family have done similar things. But
I don't want to drag my kids around the planet, or stay home with
them. XD 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   22 November 2009   845160  
But don't you think it would be fun for them? (: 
saralyn247 says:   22 November 2009   328598  
It would, but eh. Kids are annoying when you have to deal with them
all the time. I love other people's kids, I just don't want to live
with them and be responsible for them and stuff. XD 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   22 November 2009   190423  
yeah I guess... 
Bootheghost says:   22 November 2009   281393  

Lyncheh says:   22 November 2009   187980  
saralyn247 says:   22 November 2009   832897  
‹goodfornothing› says:   23 November 2009   263581  
honey, there's lots of time to think about it. don't stress yourself.
saralyn247 says:   23 November 2009   766785  
Clare, if my sanity was a person it would be you. xD
I'm not really stressing though, just thinking. idk. 
‹goodfornothing› says:   23 November 2009   857152  
well I am honored x]
listen all I know is that the only thing I have the most remote bit of
talent in is writing, and the chances of me living off that is slim.
but I'm not worrying, because you only have one childhood. (: 
‹A role to play› whispers:   23 November 2009   216827  
I asked my parents if I could try to go to this art school that's
really far away once, but they were all,"Nope, we're not letting you
become a starving artist."

It's okay, I've sworn to not marry anytime soon. We'll form a group
that helps one another survive. Can I join Boo and you? I bring cup
lollylovex3 says:   23 November 2009   322643  
Just study. No one can be able to take away your knowledge. 
And use that wisdom of yours to climb to the top. 
No worries, it'll work out :D
saralyn247 says :   23 November 2009   794061  
I love you. xD you just make sense.

Bahaha. My parents said I can I guess. My dad went to art school so he

Good advice, thanks. =] 

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