Sunday, 22 November 2009
05:50:39 PM (GMT)
How the fuck am I going to have a legitimate future?
I just realized that I have none.
And I kind of just realized that marriage is my only option! fml. I don't want kids.
Eh. You can't do badass things when you have kids.
I can't see myself being anything but an artist, and there's no way I can actually
live off that. I will never be able to keep a real job. I can tell. I told my dad I
was gonna just live paycheck to paycheck in a shitty apartment, which I will probably
do anyway. I thought it was hilarious that he didn't really care.
"You'll have enough time to live like that in college. Get a real job. And also, get
a scholarship 'cause I don't feel like paying for college and you have no money."
BUT REALLY, I just realized last week that if I got married I'd have some hope of a
decent life. I had never considered that until last week. It was such an odd moment
of enlightenment. I'd have a house, it would just be boring. Once you have a family
and shit you can't be badass and travel everywhere and skydive.
But then fhdjfhdalfhdasklfa.
I'll deal with it when I get there.
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