Tuesday, 18 August 2009
04:15:06 AM (GMT)
Is that person that person? Or am I just getting mistaken? Or are those persons
related? Orrr am I just being a bit too paranoid about who I associate with?
That person has many similar traits of that person, but then... that person seems to
be just so much different than the other person in other ways. While I am keeping
many people in the dark about my own personal things, I'm thoroughly confused between
that person and that person. I know myself that I would never actually go to the
lengths of being another person, for the fact that I could hurt many people.
But then my perspective of who that person is, is changed for the fact that I've seen
something that has connected two unlikely persons to the same things, which confuses
me of that person and another person who I both know.
I really like to chat with those persons, and I find it somewhat confusing to find
out that they...are the same? Both had talked with me many times; and then I come
upon some confusing evidence about that person being that person, and then I find
myself wondering between the two of who the real person is. I like to have things
clarified and because this is the internet things are easily fabricated, so that
person can be that person and I wouldn't suspect it. But when I discover the
connection between that person and that person, I wonder if it is right to question
both persons and wonder the connection between them. Because a certain person had
always tricked me and called me names such as gullible, I've become highly
investigative of persons that do come in contact with me. People call me a stalker, I
don't try to be one, but really.
Is that person that person and I'm just asking the wrong person?
I haven't talked to that person and that person for a very long time, over many
months. I think I did something bad by doubting the person for being that person
because of some flimsy evidence that I can't really prove.
After being betrayed so many times on the internet by a small circle of evil friends
when I was ten-eleven, I think I'm too paranoid and cautious to fully trust people.
And that sometimes costs me the friendship between the people I talk with online. =|
So I apologize in advance for my complicated confusion. -.-;;;
And that was a random rant that probably confused the hell out of everyone... xP