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Tuesday, 23 June 2009
08:06:24 PM (GMT)
no matter what they say, words can't bring
you down.
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[] anorexia [] binge eating [] bulimic [] living off diet pills [] hungry [] thirsty [] drinking something [] Under 100lbs [] starving yourself [] participating in a fast [] bingeing PEOPLE - [ ] ask if I’m bulimic [x] call me fat [x] say I’m skinny [x] say I’m ugly [x] say I’m pretty [] spread rumors about me [x] force me to eat [x] say I eat too much [] wish I’d eat more [] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic I WISH - [x] I was THIN [x] I had a better body [] I didn't have to eat [] I could control myself [x] I was under 100 lbs [x] I could avoid food [] I could hide what I am [x] I wasn’t fat [x] I was pretty [ ] I could stop being ana/mia I LOVE - [] feeling hungry [] seeing a difference when fasting [] shaking [] being weak [x] losing weight [] being anorexic/bulimic [] green tea [] diet pills [] being able to turn down food [x] feeling good about myself APPEARANCE [] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [] I have many scars. [] I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [] I have/had braces. [] I wear glasses. [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [] I have more than 2 piercings. [] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [x] I have freckles. FAMILY [x] I've sworn at my parents. [] I've run away from home. [] I've been kicked out of the house. [] My biological parents are together. [] I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [] I've had children. [] I've lost a child. EMBARRASSMENT [] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [x] Disney movies still make me cry. [x] I've peed from laughing. [x] I've snorted while laughing. [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [] I've glued my hand to something [] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [x] I've had my trousers rip in public. RELATIONSHIPS [x] I'm single [] I'm in a relationship. [] I'm engaged. [] I'm married. [] I've gone on a blind date. [] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. [x] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of abandonment. [] I've cheated in a relationship. [] I've gotten divorced [x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [x] I've kept something from a past relationship. SEXUALITY [x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. [] I've had a crush on a teacher. [] I am a cuddler. [] I've been kissed in the rain. [] I've hugged a stranger. [] I have kissed a stranger. HONESTY [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [x] I've snuck out of my house. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [x] I am keeping a secret from the world [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [x] I've cheated on a test. [] I've been suspended from school. BAD TIMES [] I've consumed alcohol. [] I regularly drink. [] I can't swallow pills. [] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time [] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [] I shut others out when I'm upset. [] I take anti-depressants. [] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS. [] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [] I've hurt myself on purpose. [] I'm addicted to self harm. [x] I've woken up crying [x] I've lost weight [x] I've gained weight [] My weight holds me back [] Weight consumes me. [] I'm at my thinnest [x] I'm at my biggest [] I've lost weight and kept it off [x] I've lost weight but gained it back [x] My weight affects my mood [x] I weigh myself daily [x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me [x] I thrive on compliments [x] I feel bigger than people who are my size [] I feel happy when I'm hungry [x] I get depressed after I eat [x] I've skipped a meal [x] I've thrown food away [x] I've spit food out [] I've fasted [] I've taken diet pills [] I've used laxatives [] I've purged HAVE/HAD [] Bulimia [] Anorexia [] Ednos [] Orthorexia [] Over-exercising [] Binge eating [x] I exercise [] I exercise so I can eat [x] I work out secretly [x] I work out daily [] I exercise to counteract eating [] I've fainted from exhaustion I've done: [] Weed [] Cigarettes [] Alcohol [] Diet pills [] Pain killers [] Anti-depressants [] Ecstasy [] LSD [] Mushrooms [] Speed [] Cocaine [x] Other [] I keep my eating habits a secret [] I have a ED blog [] I look at thinspo [] I collect thinspo [] I condone pro-ana/mia sites [x] I count calories [] I've had negative intake days [] I avoid food [] I hate food [x] I love food [] I want to be this way [x] I don't want to be like this [x] I wish I could have more control [x] Being thin is my top priority [] I don't want to get better [] I am in treatment [x] I'm doing this for me [x] I'm doing this for someone [x] I'm doing this to prove myself

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‹Moi→Nerd is in Despair› writes :   23 June 2009   389564  
[ ] anorexia 
[ ] binge eating
[ ] bulimic 
[ ] living off diet pills 
[x] hungry 
[x] thirsty 
[ ] drinking something  
[ ] Under 100lbs 
[ ] starving yourself 
[ ] participating in a fast
[ ] bingeing 

PEOPLE - 
[ ] ask if I’m bulimic 
[ ] call me fat 
[x] say I’m skinny 
[x] say I’m ugly 
[x] say I’m pretty 
[x] spread rumors about me 
[ ] force me to eat 
[ ] say I eat too much 
[ ] wish I’d eat more 
[ ] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic


I WISH - 
[ ] I was THIN 
[ ] I had a better body 
[ ] I didn't have to eat 
[x] I could control myself 
[ ] I was under 100 lbs 
[ ] I could avoid food 
[ ] I could hide what I am 
[ ] I wasn’t fat 
[x] I was pretty 
[ ] I could stop being ana/mia

I LOVE - 
[ ] feeling hungry
[ ] seeing a difference when fasting 
[ ] shaking 
[ ] being weak 
[ ] losing weight 
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic 
[ ] green tea 
[ ] diet pills 
[x] being able to turn down food 
[x] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE 
[x] I am shorter than 5'4. 
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. 
[ ] I have many scars. 
[ ] I tan easily. 
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color. (my hair is cool)
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. 
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance. 
[ ] I have/had braces. 
[x] I wear glasses. 
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost,
and scar-free. 
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. 
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings. 
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. 
[ ] I have freckles.

FAMILY 
[x] I've sworn at my parents. 
[ ] I've run away from home. 
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house. 
[x] My biological parents are together. 
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. 
[x] I want to have kids someday. 
[ ] I've had children. 
[ ] I've lost a child.

EMBARRASSMENT 
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. 
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. 
[ ] I've peed from laughing. 
[x] I've snorted while laughing. (my worst moment)
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. 
[ ] I've glued my hand to something 
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. 
[  ] I've had my trousers rip in public.

RELATIONSHIPS 
[x] I'm single 
[ ] I'm in a relationship. 
[ ] I'm engaged. 
[ ] I'm married. 
[ ] I've gone on a blind date. 
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. 
[ ] I miss someone right now. 
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment. 
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship. 
[ ] I've gotten divorced 
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. 
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. 
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. 
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY 
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. 
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher. 
[ ] I am a cuddler. 
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain. 
[x] I've hugged a stranger. 
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

HONESTY 
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. 
[x] I've snuck out of my house. 
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. 
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world 
[x] I've cheated while playing a game. 
[ ] I've cheated on a test. 
[ ] I've been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES 
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
 
 
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