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Friday, 12 December 2008
02:39:46 AM (GMT)
I finally went to my psychiatrist on Monday. She was really nice. =^_^= ♥ I was a little quiet but things went well. She diagnosed me and got that done with. Then she prescribed me some medications. The problem is, I can't get them yet because it takes a few days. I wish I could though... Lately -- like all week, or just a few days -- I feel terrible. @_@; I sleep badly, I don't wake up on time for anything, I felt like crying all day for no reason, I'm mad, my head hurts, I feel down in general and I don't know... I just feel bad. ;-; I know what's wrong with me, but I wish things would hurry up and get better because I just feel so out of touch with reality. It's like everyone around me is living their lives and enjoying Christmas (which I adore <3) but I feel like my mind is on another planet or something. My mom was right -- it feels like I'm just seeing the world in black and white. I hope the color comes back soon. :/ On a brighter note, it's my daddy's birthday! ;u; ♥ He's... old. We're going to make him a special cake and surprise him when he gets home from work. I'm trying to stay smiling and cheerful so I don't mess up his day. ;O
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‹Tailsie!› cries:   12 December 2008   782599  
NYO I hope ye c in color soon cuz I HATE WHEN PPL POST BLAC N WHITE
COLOR PART IS MISSING GRRRRRRRR so ja I understand =3  doom~!

nyo nyo =3  I hope things get =3 nyo nyo =3  hamster better with =3 ye
=3  nyo =3 god =3 dess =3 nyo nyo~! nyo^^. 
‹NewAccount› says:   12 December 2008   323982  
Well, at least it's only a few days. :]
I'm sure you'll see the colors again soon.

I hope you have fun baking the cake. :D
sugartastic says:   12 December 2008   432379  
Ahaha, thank you Tailsy. =^_^= -hugs- ♥ And ROFL. The black and
white picture comment made me laugh. :D Hehe. Yeah... I'll definitely
put more color pictures up since you like those ones better. ^^ I like
color too, I need more color ones. ;O Black and white can be so
depressing sometimes. And thank you for being here for me. :D -hugs-

And yeah, it's only a few days. :3 Thanks for the support, Layla.
=^_^= -hugs- ♥ I hope it comes soon. Sometimes it feels like I can
barely even handle going through a single day, it feels that awful.
But thank you. ;u; -hugs- <3
‹NewAccount› says:   12 December 2008   615112  
You're welcome. I mean, have you ever felt so upset that
you couldn't even get out of bed? I've had those days. So I know how
you feel.
Oroborus21 says:   12 December 2008   767964  
*hugs* you will get better
‹SparklePuff_♥› says:   12 December 2008   725181  
Yay for psychiatrists~ Having some one to talk to  and  knows
your not
crazy is good. I have been with my therapist since I was in middle
school,she is like that teddy bear you talk to that makes you feel
With the Medicine once you get it into your system it will work. 
YAY FOR ZOLOFT. It lik works for me.
KOTORgamegirl says:   12 December 2008   794314  
Ciierraa_Starr says :   13 December 2008   636999  
Aw I hope you get better.

Happy birthday sugartastics dad &hearts.


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