Monday, 4 February 2008
09:50:28 PM (GMT)
Every day and every night
I scream out until my throat bends and bleeds.
No one hears me.
Pain has to go someplace:it's buried deep in my heart,
no scrape or cut could make it all pour out.
Though I had my life strapped tight ito my backpack,
Until it snapped up and opened on me
Over all of
My thoughts up till this point
Where I was but soot and ash.
My mind wanders into interregnum
And tends to stay there until someone snaps me out of it.
It's not easily managed or controlled,I've adapted to it.
I face all my fears,likes,and dreams of utmost desire of what
My heart longs for.
Breaking away from this world into another.
Each time I fight I lose myself
Bit by bit.
Slowly disintegrating into nothingness. . .
Forgive me God as I drive on itno darkness.
Last edited: 4 February 2008