Sunday, 11 November 2007
06:19:04 PM (GMT)
peopel say friends come and go but i dont want my friends to come and go.ever
since i was little,all my life in fact,ive been going through freinds like nothing in
every new house and in every new state in every new school.i wsh i could just hold on
to my friends and never say goodbye.Cause in real it hurts to much.I play it cool
"oh theres more friends where they came from but really it hurts every time i move to
anothere state and school.
Some people say im lucky to go and explore see diffrent kinds of people in diffrent
kinds of places.but really i want it to be like the movies, go to high school with my
middle school friends fall in love with a cute guy i knew since forever.but its not
like that every time we move i tell myself not to get attached but then i fall in
love from awe with the people and the veiw and i almost forget the people i left
behind before them.then right when im comftable and i have my peice of happiness its
time to leave and do it
all over again.
And so this is what makes me weep at night that and the pain of knowing I am the one
to break the new's some times i leave town with friends hating me and that just makes
the hurt so much worse.
how i felt at this very momment.