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DAY 9-MAY 28Category: (general)
Monday, 28 May 2007
11:32:40 PM (GMT)
Well where i live its may 28:::4:17 pm

OKay remember how i told yooh guys that i use to go out with a 17 year old then we
broke up because he said if i didnt losse my virginity to him by a certain date then
it would be over.So i broke up with him.Well yesterday-may 27-at about 12AM he called
me and i told him i miss him so much.He said i miss you too.OH MY GOD i fell in
love.Then he said go in a different room from your friend(amanda).Cause she kept
screaming at him.So i did.Then all of asudden he said i missy you so much and my life
hasnt been the same since i met yooh.But in my mind i was thinking yea right quit
dreaming cause yooh aint never getting me back.Then he said will you be my baby
again.Yall i said yeah.Im not frontin I LOVE HIM STILL 10000000000%.Well then i said
wait brandon i cant be with you unless your ready to wait for me to losse my
virginity.Then he said sarah im ready for commitement.So i said okay so i am.Well hes
17 and hes about to turn 18 tomorrow(may 29).So he asked me if i would take a bus to
come see him.I said boy your ass knows that i dont take busses for anyone unless
there dieing.Then he started tripping he was like what the hell i wanna spend my
birthday with someone special and your that someone special how can you do this to me
i love you sarah.I felt so bad but i had to stick up for myself i cant fake it
anymore so i let everything come out and i said look brandon stop yelling at me.He
was then like you dont love me.THEN I GOT SO MAD.so i said look brandon how the hell
you gonna tell me i dont love you.I dont say i love you unless i mean.Then i said you
hurt me so bad that i cried for two weeks straight now boy thats love.Then i said i
never felt this way about any guy in my life.Then i said the first day i met you i
knew i wanted to be with you forever.I want to do everthing with you brandon.Brandon
i love you.Then it was silence for oh about 5 long ass minutes.I was like brandon
please say something.Then he was like i love yooh im ready to spend my life with
you.I was so happy.BUT sometimes i feel like we arent gonna last long but i want us
too.He lives like a hour away from me.So i asked him if he could quit his job and
move into a apartment like down the street from me.So he said and what are you gonna
do for me.I said ill spend the night everynight then just wake up and get ready and
go too school.EVEN THOUGH MY PARENTS WOULD KILL ME.AND EVEN THOUGH ITS ILLEGAL.but
yall dont understand i really never felt this way about nobody.HE took my heart and
he will always have it.WELL I DUNNO WHAT IMAH DO WITH PATRICK YALL.

TALK TO YOU LATTER OR TOMORROW


LOVE
xoxoxoxo
SaRaH.a.K.a.CupCake

Comments 
caringfriend says :   29 May 2007   566291  
u should spent time wit him jus noy spend da nite. ull loos ur self
respect and he wont ether
 
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