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Monday, 3 August 2015
02:15:18 AM (GMT)
first of all, any guy with a nice face and long hair and a widow's peak is
automatically the hottest most attractive thing ever
hotter than a volcano on the sun 
and that's pretty damn hot

now listen,
here's what I have to say
*clears throat* 
Just one moment of closeness with you would make everything worth it. Just one
kiss to validate everything we once felt. Just one embrace, whether it be for an
instant or for an hour, to dignify the past and to justify our pain. One perfect
memory to serve as our immortal memento mori, our reminder and proof of the universe
we created between us, fought for, and lost. The sunrise can never come fast enough
for us. We must relearn the ability to sleep alone. Until then we are haunted by a
phantom pain that is colder than we can comprehend. If you still love me at all,
honor my last request before the veil falls between us. Let me speak to you with my
kisses. I'll tell you everything I need to say without speaking a word. Maybe then
you'll understand how desperately I needed this last moment of intimacy, to create
something tangible that I can engrave into my mind, so that our love isn't disgraced
with an unmarked grave that will soon vanish into the nightmare landscape of my
subconscious. Please, please don't let our suffering be in vain. Don't let all
evidence of our love cease to exist. Remember the thunderstorm nights that soothed us
into blissful comfort. Never mind that they terrify me now that I am alone. Remember
the word we were afraid to speak aloud but agreed upon with kisses in the dark.
Remember the adoration that caused our understanding to thrive, the understanding
that deepened our adoration. Is all of it lost? I can live without you. But I cannot
live without knowing that our love meant something. 

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