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Monday, 21 October 2013
12:37:00 PM (GMT)
Once again, I feel the false sense of happiness that I always tend to feel before
the cold, hard dawn of realisation. Like a bitter taste that haunts the buds on the
tip of the tongue or a faint scent that lingers in the air like a fine mist atop a
lake. My heart will not bare the sorrow of losing yet another loved one, but we all
have mountains we must face before moving on with our dreary lives. The few things
that cause a smile are somewhat fading into the lifeless orb I call a, existence. Orb
is the best description as it is rounded and never ending with all the sadness and
regret that shadows my bleeding, cold heart. I sit and watch as people go on with
their day-to-day lives, simpering morons like sheep before a sheering shed. Too
afraid to make up their own minds so they follow along with the rest of the herd so
they won't be foreseen as "different". I reminisce of days past when I could sit by a
tree and just read a book without the droning sounds of wannabe realist with only
themselves in their minds. The days when you could appear the way you felt
comfortable within yourself without the ridicule of of modern endearments and styles.
I miss the old days when even myself felt happy with being who I was. I miss the old

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