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Saturday, 9 February 2013
09:28:17 PM (GMT)
Once again I cut tonight... I have been in my room for over an hour now.. listening
to the laughter of my family the chatter of them discussing things, I went down
ealier and tried to talk to join the fun.... A failure again... The ultimate
loneliness..... the one were even your own family does not want you... I'm
tolerated,, but I'm not wanted... My mother never wanted me from the moment she found
out she was pregnant with me. The only reason she kept me was because she was pushed
to... I have tried for years to please her.... to have her there for me would have
made me turn out so much better.... I never talked to her about boyfriend issues.. It
was my 3rd month before I told her I was getting my period... and even now I'm
getting married in 9 months... and I can't even talk about my up coming marriage to
her because she blows me off....

‹<3OurGODisLOVE!!<3› says:   10 February 2013   734796  
My family is the same way and My dad is exactly like your mom, I am
also planning to get married hopefully in 7 months, and I probably
wont even tell him. He will probably find out from someone else. I
used to cut too but then I stopped because I didn't want it to become
and addiction more than it already was, I didn't want to deal with
that the rest of my life. And just advice from one person who
understands what your going through, bringing that into a serious
commitment such as marriage wouldn't be a good idea. Trust me I know
how hard it is to stop but if you carry that into your marriage it may
cause big problems between you and your husband over time. Just
looking out for a fellow stranger.
Bloodstone says:   10 February 2013   531539  
thank you
‹Dragonborn› says:   10 February 2013   772775  
Hello, not expecting to be a hero, perhaps a friend...don't
cut...please, you hurt yourself and everyone who cares for you when
you do...you deserve a caring family, someone who supports you and
loves you, not them...and I hope your prepared for marriage...and hope
it goes well...Stay Strong Girl...not everyone is heartless, so Stay
Strong for the people who have a heart, yeah, I'm a guy....so what?
Everyone needs a friend :D message me if you want, peace  
‹→MemoriesOfAHeartBreak→MilesAway←› says :   12 February 2013   612209  
I know how you feel. I'm sorry you have to.go.threw that. Use been
there, I've done all that. I got addicted to so many things to try
kill the pain that was wallowing inside of me. It still does. If you
ever and I mean anytime, need someone to talk to, you can talk to me.
Ill listen and help you. I know we may not each other but I already
care. Not trying to be creepy.


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