Thursday, 1 March 2012
10:38:48 PM (GMT)
It's kind of stupid. lol
I can't hold a conversation with someone to save my life.
Like, i'll be messaging someone on here, just saying hi and how are you or whatever.
And then i'll get nervous and not know what to say to them because I don't want to
Or, like, I'll sart talking to a random person for a couple of seconds and then it
gets really awkward because niether of us is saying anything. And then the person
will either leave, or we'll stare at each other awkwardly until something else
I can even be talking to my friends, who I've known since who knows how long, and the
conversations will drop because I don't know what to say. I don't want to repeat
something I might have already brought up because I don't want to bore them, but I
can't think of anything else to talk about.
And it's not even limited to the guys I like! It's almost everybody I know! I even
get nervous around my best friends, my own sister! And my dad usually!
I don't know if I'm just an all around shy person, or if I'm overly nervous, worrying
about comepletely nonthing, or what.
I don't want to ask some of the questions I'm truly curious about, because I'm afraid
that someone will find it creepy. I don't wanna creep someone out. At least not on
The point I'm trying to make I guess is that I'm worrying about something that for
some reason I just can't seem to get control of. But I want to make friends..
Anybody got any advice? It's all welcome, even if your only dis-ing me and telling me
to toughen up. -sighz-