Sunday, 8 January 2012
01:10:56 AM (GMT)
I remember having a lot of friends last year and the year before.
My life was in order because I had people by my side. Lots actually. Then they
Drift from me this year. Here's a list:
Diego. Mexican he was. Perverted, yes. Hilarious, dependable, gave me good advice.
Then he called me an annoying bitch and told me to stop talking to him.
Chelsea. Amazing artist, really loud but super smart. We had crazy times and she was
Reminded me to love myself. She Then got annoyed with me. Lost her as well.
Jessica. She was like one of my best friends last year. Critical, yes but she was so
adorable and dependable.
She seemed to get annoyed with me because she doesn't even recognize me anymore. It's
as if we were
Never even friends in the first place. Last time she actually talked to me, she told
me to get out of her seat.
Being as loyal and easily manipulative as I can, I did.
Dylan. Well, his only excuse is he's in love and his world revolves around her now.
But I guess if we sat down and had
A decent conversation, we'd still be the same friends we used to be.
Jordan. Got annoyed with me because she thought I was self-centered. She was one of
the greatest friends I had though.
Ben. We just stopped talking.
Micah. I sense the aura of hatred she might have against me.
They all got annoyed with me. They hate me and wish me dead. I'm a disgrace to them.
It hurts because they used to be such a huge part of my life. Now I lost them. I
drove them away.
I'm an annoying bitch who needs to go die. Yes, I have friends left but eventually,
they'll leave me.
I'll never be a perfect person. No matter how nice, how loyal.