Saturday, 12 November 2011
08:52:01 PM (GMT)
They're total bitches.
It wouldn't matter If I moved to Canada or the next town.
There are still people there.
And they're no different than the people in this stupid place.
There are people whom you think have your back.
You can tell them anything and you can have the best of
times and you are the best of friends, right?
Nobody on Earth has your back.
Friends don't love you like they say they do.
And if they mean it, I know it.
I know because each one of them proves it.
Without trying to.
I don't know why I always wish to go somewhere else.
A new place where there is not a single familiar soul.
Maybe to meet new people?
And you know what people are, right?
Meet new bitches and learn who the ones worth talking to are
and the ones who I will eventually learn are assholes.
And with my quality of being easily manipulated,
I'm going to be somebody's next meal in a new town.
Or even country.
What the fuck.
I have had so many ideas on how to disappear
from this ugly town.
The only thing that is holding me back is no transportation,
no money and I'm as defenseless as a naked newborn kitten
alone in the middle of an alligator river.
The only thing keeping Branden from transferring to Stony point is me.
The only thing keeping me from transferring there is my mom who
will not let me because of their reputation. And the awkwardness
of some people there that I come to know at one time or another.
Who the fuck cares.
I know that the only people who would actually
give a fuck if I went away to death or a new city would be Branden, Emma, Tara,
Sophie, Paige and Makayla.
Family? Ehh, of course they'd give a lot of fuck, it's only natural.
But I listed the people I care about that care for me as well.
Last edited: 13 November 2011