Friday, 12 August 2011
02:14:47 AM (GMT)
So many things I could say about you little bro. Time flies it seems like yesturday I
was four and you were three.
I remember the last memory of us together. The last day you were alive- here with
We were watching some kid show on T.V and we were rolling a ball on the floor back
and forth. The door was open and it rolled out. I remember you darting out looking
for the ball- running across the road.
"Corin, iz jus' a ball. Come bacc!"My four year old self said.
You didn't see the oncoming car.
I watched it run you over. It haunts me still. You were my best friend. My little
Your gone and I'm to blame.
I'm sorry for suggesting we play ball. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so so so
so sorry Corin- you'll never know how much. If I could redo it. I would want to die
instead- in a heartbeat. YOU-you derserved to live. I'm sorry I wanted to play ball
with you. I tried to get help as you screamed. I wasn't fast enough. Dad was in the
backyard. I remember your vacant expression when I came back with dad. I remember you
Corin always. I love you. I'm sorry. I deserved to die instead. I would trade
So now here I am alone: no you, no dad, no mom, no Eli, no Kelsie. I'm alone. I guess
this is my punishment for getting you killed.
It's Aug.11.11. I'm almost 15 and it's been almost 11 years since you died.
I'm sorry Corin. I'm so sorry. I love you Corin. I'm sorry. Your missed everyday- I
assure you that.