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Wednesday, 18 May 2011
05:18:46 PM (GMT)
Okay.
I Dont care What Religon You Are, 
Or If You Dont Have Any At All.
Dont Judge Me By This.

When I Was Three Or Four..
I Was Molested About 4 or 5 Times.
He Was My Babysitters 14 Year old Son..
It Took Me 3 Years To Tell My Parents.

I Dont Understand How God Could Let This Happen..
What Did I Do To Deserve This?
I Never Got A Chance To Have A Child Hood.
I Could Never Fall Asleep Without Crying
I Had To Sing Myself To Sleep At Night.

He Ruined My Life.
I Have No Self Confidence
I Can Hear Voices In My Head 
Telling Me Im Not Good Enough.

Im Not Trying To Get Attention. 
I Honestly Dont Care If Anyone Reads This Or Not.
I Just Had To Get It Out.

Why The Fuck Didnt God Stop Him ?
My Life is Ruined.
All because Of Him..
I'll Never Know Who I Could Have Been...
Last edited: 18 May 2011

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