Monday, 3 January 2011
03:46:57 AM (GMT)
so, i've been told by people that i should go into modeling... of course though
"once you stop dying your hair, you could be a plus size model!"
well.... maybe i don't want to stop? Yeah modeling would be cool i guess.. but whats
the point if your a "big" or "heavy" woman you still have to be perfect for it! i
like me the way i am. and as i said yeah modeling would be interesting.
"oh you have such a pretty face"
what about my face?
how, in anyway is it pretty?
"i dont know its just cute"
if you cant find reasons for it then why say it?
you see, what im trying to get at here is... i like me for me.
i like the gothic nerdy girl i am. and i love this man named Kyle.
and i can tell you for a matter of fact that he loves me for myself.
he loves me because i Am a heavy girl.
he says "because your pretty, cute, sweet, and beautiful"
and has reasons.
so why.. just why do i feel the need to change.
i get bored easily. is that a crime?
because im doing something that someone has done before doesn't mean that i am
copying them. it just means that i enjoy how that looks or how it feels..
dont feel the need to be something other people say you should be.. just, be YOU. <3