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I am a menace.Category: (general)
Wednesday, 25 August 2010
07:40:59 AM (GMT)
I break hearts and I never apologize, even though it kills me.
I attack people because I hate something I did. Not what they did.
I have a girlfriend, but I'm afraid to spill my guts about everything.
I hurt myself mentally because I think it will make me stronger.
I now know that it will just kill my self esteem even more.
I love to hate people because I can, and I will.
I hate to love people because it makes me feel weak.
I destroy things out of anger, and I say it's because it's fun.
I hate destruction and death but I embrace it to the fullest.
I want to hurt myself so much more than I already do.
I wish that I could help other people, but I know I can't.
I cry because I know I lost so much in my life that I can't get back.
Last edited: 30 August 2010

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