This diary entry is written by ‹actual-mermaid›. ( View all entries )
Monday, 7 June 2010
07:57:46 AM (GMT)
So, I was on Facebook - and Mark was online :I
I decided to IM him and tell him I was sorry that I didn't go to his Farewell Party
last April - him and his family are moving to Canada. I felt like a bad friend for
not going and felt guilty that I didn't even say goodbye to him. Waiting for a few
minutes for him to reply, I thought about all the negatives (why am I so pessimistic
orz). He hates me. He's never going to talk to me again. I should have at least
texted him a "bye D':" but no, I didn't. I'm so useless. OTL moment. He'll always
remember me as his best friend that didn't even say goodbye. He hates me.
We'll never get married. He hates me.
He posts "hi?" on his **crush/ex-girlfriend/girlfriend's wall and went
offline. He didn't even reply. I died a little inside. Lady Antebellum's Need You
Now was playing in the background. I wanted to chuck the computer all the way to
It's all my fault really orz. I should've done something.
This is a FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU- moment,
I hate bad timings, don't you? c:
But today was an awesome day! //thumbs-up
*Not that I want to. But that thought popped up while I was being
negative and it outshone the others. orz
**I have no idea anymore.
brb, crawling back under my rock for the next few years.
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