Saturday, 29 May 2010
02:03:47 PM (GMT)
This morning at Starbucks with a few friends I was abused.
Oh no not that way, but in a good way I guess.
Daniel looked at me and said, "OMG you are in love aren't you?"
Melissa pointed out the stupid look on my face.
Sam just smacked me on the back of the head.
Annie, shook her head.
Why I asked?
"Stacy! you remember her?"
"wasn't she the one that broke your heart?"
"you where a reck."
"you know you always give 100% of your heart away and always end up crushed and
"she cheated on you, and you forgave her and she did it again"
smack in the head again
"don't tell me its that internet girl"
"OMG! You are so stupid"
"do you like torturing yourself, I can do that for free if you want"
After a hour of beraiding and drinking coffee and getting hit
I come to the realiztion that I'm a sucker for love.
sometime ending up with my heart laying in a pool of blood and misary
shattered into a billion pieces and dying slowly
To give yourself 100% and being abused, lied to, hurt.
Is love truly pleasure and happiness
or pain and suffering.
Don't l know, all i do know is when you do
love someone you give all of yourself to them.
and if they don't give all of them self to you.
then maybe you need to rethink that love
and ask them.
Oh man I'm such a sucker....