Sunday, 23 May 2010
01:48:20 AM (GMT)
I remember getting up for school in the morning and putting on Converse and
skinny-jeans; before they were in style. I remember listening to my iPod, and
while everyone else listened to Hillary Duff I listened to Avril Lavigne...what a
strange world I lived in, three years ago.
After school, I would go home and watch Avril videos on YouTube, and I thought she
was just the coolest person...
No one really liked her (at my school), especially after Hannah Montana came out. But
my friends and I...we loved her. We loved everything about her.
I made a scrapbook of pictures of her, pictures I had cut out of J-14 magazine and
glued into a notebook. I still have it.
I wore T-shirts that said her name, I had Avril Lavigne buttons on my backpack.
I sang along to her songs in the car with my friends...come to think of it, the
friends I had back then that liked Avril are the only ones I still had.
When I had a bad day, listening to her songs was the only thing that cheered me up.
I saved my allowance for a month trying to get concert tickets.
I still have my concert tickets.
Avril went blond. Blond with that stupid pink stripe...
She became a poser. She looked MUCH preppier than Hillary Duff...which is about as
preppy as you can get...
I hated her.
Maybe I'm just overly sensitive. But I can't help it. I feel as if I've been
betrayed. My middle school years all centered around her, and now she's gone. She
gave in. She did what everyone else told her to.
"Hey Avril, will you let us design some ugly poser-ass clothes, and put your name on
them!?! We'll give you money!!!"
"Someone say money?!?! I'M IN!!!!"
"Hey, Avril, will you sing this horrible un-original song we wrote about Alice in
Wonderland!?! We'll PAY you!!!!"
"Well, I would do anything for money!!! Haha!!!!!"
I'm sure no one even knows what I'm talking about, or no one even cares,
I guess everyone...eventually...even people you don't even know...I guess eventually,
everyone let's you down.
Last edited: 23 May 2010