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Wednesday, 28 April 2010
11:43:33 AM (GMT)
I am selfish 

I need to stop worrying about myself so much. There are other people who have it way
worse then i have it and they probably dont complain half as much as i do. And they
are greatful for the little things that i take for granted.
I need to appreciate the things i have that others dont. I need to stop complaining
about my life when to others mine could be a blessing. No matter how hard it gets,
life is always worth the fight. I am greatful for my family, for a dad who cares if i
get into trouble or do something bad, and greatful for a mom who cares so much for me
and would do anything for me. I am greatful for 2 annoying little sisters  lol and
a step mom who so willingly took my moms place not knowing how much of a handful me
and my sisters are, and she's still here to stay. I am greatful for everything that i

I am greatful for my dad- who acts like he cares how i feel, who is over controlling,
who likes to pick fights on purpose, who likes to see me unhappy, who pretends he's
trying to let me live life while i can, who acts like the victim in everything, who
makes a big deal out of everything, who makes me feel bad about my past every single
day and he doesnt let me forget it. I am greatful for these things because for the
little kids who have parents who hit them  and make them go to the hostpital, my
parents could be angels to them. 

I am greatful for my mom- who has always been there for me, who is stubborn, who
cares about me deeply, who i only see 3 or 4 times a year, she goes through everyday
trying to hold her head up even though she has been through a lot and goes through a
lot everyday, who listens to me and understands how i feel, who helps me, she is the
best mom you could ever have and i am greatful that she is mine.

I am greatful for my stepmom- even though shes kind of aggravating and yells a lot
and adds little comments into arguments or reminds me of stuff i do that is wrong
that was from like last year i still think shes pretty cool when she wants to be. 

I am greatful for my sisters- they are soo annoying and try to get me in trouble as
much as they can and make fun of me and tease me and all that other stuff. Even
though they do that i still love them with everything that i have.

I am greatful for my bestfriend Sarah- She has always been there for me when i need
her, shes always there to listen, always there to give me advice, always there to
bring me a smile. She has been there through everything. She has never judged me for
the things i do and have done. She believes in me, and knows i can get through life.
She is my best friend and always will be. She is my sister  and she is an amazing
friend. Shes a true friend. She is probably the only TRUE friend i have. Dont ever
change sarah! Love yahh

So all you people who feel like u have the worst life ever and feel like its the end
of the world, always remember it could be much much worse. Just be thankful you have
a home and a bed to sleep in. And be thankful for all the little things that we all
take for granted, because you never know one day you could loose everything and then
you will know how much those little things mean to you.
Last edited: 28 April 2010

‹Cowards•Are•Golden› says:   28 April 2010   675934  
Aww. Ashlea, you made me feel special. XD

Love ya!
Oroborus21 says:   28 April 2010   144261  
its nice you acknowledge them

ps: its grateful not greatful
‹<3OurGODisLOVE!!<3› says :   28 April 2010   497844  

Oh well, I was never good at spelling. haha. 


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