This diary entry is written by ‹silhouette♥dreɑmer›. ( View all entries )
|Paola, its better explaining things in long paragraphs when im not|
Saturday, 16 January 2010
08:28:58 PM (GMT)
What bothers me the most if how you can be a hypocrit.
You can change the subject and run away from the conversation and I cant?
Seriously?! Your actually BOTHERING to go there?
You may have a shit family life but its not all about you.
Maybe I am going to regret this arguement.
But it only opens my eyes.
I liked us better when we first met.
I dont care if it's my fault.
Fall out make a friendship stronger but I don't think I could ever recover again.
And if your BOTHERING to actually tell anyone about wthis arguement then it shows how
low you can sink.
Cause I'm even doubting us right now.
I'm doubting if anything would ever be normal again.
And even before this arguement, I still felt there was something wrong
Because I know our last arguement was all my fault.
But you actually told me, "Just remember Kelc, Ialways tell you everything."
And yeh, I might be a hypocrit but you think im actually blind.
you think I dont notice anything.
I say what even when I know and you tell me its nothing
you change the subject each time and when I do the same you complain.
whats between us should stay between us not anybody elses business to bother.
I'm typing this on kupika because Its easier to type longer paragraphs when I'm not
And I really dont need this.
And I know, this arguement is pointless a stupid.
I'd be willing to be friends but it wouldnt be the same and I couldnt recover.
It's not the same anymore.
I want to put this behind me but we both know it wont be the same.
And there was a time when I once thought you didnt like me.
I always make mistakes so lets add this to the list, why not.
Oh, and by telling Jon about the arguement made me get into an arguement with him.
But that was mainly about not talking to a month but HEY, I bet he already told you.
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