Wednesday, 23 December 2009
12:19:17 AM (GMT)
She couldnt believe that the boy she once thought was her love, commited suicide all
because she didnt love him back. Because she had fallen in love with Adam.
As Jenny lied in Adams lap, she held onto his hands, crying. Fighting back the tears
leaking uncontrolably from her brown eyes.
"This is all my fault!" She screamed, hiding her face into his shoulder.
"Jen, theres no possible way Matts death was your fault." He said, holding her
"No! You dont understand. He was telling me that he loved me. And he threatned to
kill himself if I didnt tell him I loved him back. I told him that Im not inlove with
him, that im inlove with you and only you." She explained, crying and yelling.
"Shh. Shh. Shh." He whispered to her, calming her down.
"I feel so horrible!" She cried to him.
"Dont. He was obviously on some kind of drugs." He said to her, quietly.
Adam turned on some music that he knew Jenny would enjoy. She hummed to every single
song, half asleep. Adam held her tightly, stroking her arms, thighs and cheeks.
Days later, Young Matt had his funeral 3 miles away at the Towns cemetary. Thats
where he wanted to be burried.
Adam and Jenny stood infront of his casket, dressed in black, sharing a black
umbrella, protecting themselves from the rain.
Tears couldnt stop escaping Jennys eyes. Adam put his arm around Jennys waist as they
both watched theh casket go beneath the ground.
"No!" She screamed.
All eyes were on her. Her hand was reaching for his casket. She cried, almost falling
to the ground. Her knees were weak.
Adam pulled her back. She was in his arms. He hugged her tightly. Her nails dug into
his back, trying not to scream along with her cries.
He brushed his fingers through her soft hair.
"It'll be okay, Jen. I promise. Dont worry. Matts in a better place." Adam said to
"No. Hes in hell. Where he belongs." She whispered to herself, crying.
~Emily Michelle Berry~