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Friday, 23 October 2009
11:40:55 PM (GMT)
and even though i know you're not coming because you've told me i'm still sat up when i could be a asleep and i suppose i'm waiting for nothing, of course because you're not coming. and i'm wondering how somehow it's fine that i'll have to wait until thursday probably to speak to you. somehow that's okay because i guess we can understand that there is no possible way for this to be any different for now. i'm making a promise to myself that it will change and i'm still hoping that this can last that i can persevere that we can stay like we are forever for three years so that it can really play out completely different to how it is in my head. please don't change too much and i'll try not to change because i like how everything is right now. i like how everything is okay. and also thank you and i can't even begin to describe what for. i'm glad i don't need to. i'm glad that we can't say this i can't say it to you and you can't say it to me and we can't type it but we can write it in our own writing on paper so i can go back and read it whenever and i wonder if you do the same. i promise i promise i promise i will do everything i need to do i will stop being selfish even though i know you don't think i am. and since i know you're not coming not right now i might stop waiting maybe but i feel that if you're tired then maybe i should be too.

Himawari says :   24 October 2009   377322  
beautiful :D


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